mediatakeout is the best :)

^ you cannot be serious, like forreal? that's practically her brother, but she fukkin' with him now? lol mediatakeout needa quit playin'. lol. that's odee though. now days, you can't put nothing past nobody, not even your damn family.


^this fool know he wrong for all this jewelery. he's a cutie (lol nia!), i love dre. but damn, why he gotta do all this just for an award show. my nigga, you got too much ice on that watch to tell time on it, it defeats the purpose of having it. & we all know your name, so why you gotta get a big ass iced out chain?! c'mon now. this is why i hate flashy celebrities. it's possible to do it big & keep it simple @ the same time! trust me, i do it all the time =)


^okay, she's badddd. period. i love females that drive hot, fast cars [nohomo]. i love kim!


^she's baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack. looking badder than ever. i love rihanna. those shoes && those pants = a DEFINATE GO!! i love it all! chris is SO done. advice ladies: when you wanna come out on TOP after a break up, ALWAYS stunt, no matter what. keep your class & look cute @ all times, guys hate to love that!

What you mean to me..

First & foremost, I wouldn't be here without you. You've made me the person I am today. You never fail to let me down. As many times as I've screwed up, you've (almost) never judged me. You teach me right from wrong. And you never let a day go by without expressing your love for me. I'm blessed to say I'm your daughter. And I'm lucky to say that I can call you my best friend.

My life line, my world, my entertainment, I miss you every day. You're soo many miles away, lol but when you're home..we're always having fun & we're always in trouble. I know we don't speak every day like we should, but when we do speak, we're both always up to some bullshit. Lol. I love you & I wish you nothing but the best in Cali. We've already conquered Atlanta & made names for ourselves, now it's time for me to come to LA with you to RAISE SOME MORE HELL. Lol, Love you sis.

Lol, so we're the only two young ones left in Atlanta, girl. Though we bump heads & have our ups & downs..you are the BEST cousin I have. We do everything together. I've had some of my firsts with you, & I'm happy to say I experienced it all with you. Between Brandon & Antonio, me & you, I don't know whose crazier.. Lol. I love you girlie. I miss being in school with you, but I'll be back Tuesday!!

My #1 best friend, I must say. We've been close for so so so long. Since like '04 or '05? You're like one of the only people that understands me & keeps it real with me. If you're feeling a certain way or if something is on your mind, you're gonna let it be known. The fact that I'm in Atlanta & you're in New York doesn't change the fact that you're my best friend, damn near my sister. Blood couldn't make us any closer. I love you & I respect everything you do 110%. Any decisions you have in life, you know I'll be there to support you.

..So I miss you od. We don't rly speak as much as we used to. But you're still my best friend. I couldn't imagine life without you. We're always doing some bad shit when we're together, lol! I miss spending summers in NY with you & Bria. We gotta do it again this year. When all three of us are together, we're inseperable. Ily odeee boo.

When I think of you, I think of a person with a big heart & a fly ass swag. You're like the only young bitch I fukks with in Atlanta. No one compares to you. You're like my twin/bestfriend. We have soo much fun together. All the pics & videos we take & make. Lol, everyone's jealous of us & the things we do. I love you soo much!! You're the best.

When I first met you, I didn't take you serious. You was actually a complete joke to me. I was just like "hmm..he's just another fly ass nigga I fukks with, nothing major!" But boyyyy, did you prove me wrong! We've been through a million & one things together. We've been down for eachother since day one. You taught me how to not give up on the one I love. You've bettered me. Although we've had more downs than ups, you'll always be the #1 boy in my life. You mean the world to me & so much more. I never thought I'd love a guy like I love you. I can't live with you & I can't live without you. I'm so blessed to be your girl. Our future is looking good baby. Just continue to make it work with me & hope & pray for nothing but the best for us. Hopefully our plans work out, but if not, we got 4 more months! I love you with allllll my heart baby. April 10th, 2008.. forever!

I <3 Atlanta's RAPPERS! Atlanta = SWAGGER CAPITAL!

^^ lmao. look @ these fools. we was @ tips kids bday party. but c'mon, they look GOOD. leland got on the lacoste! about time ONE dude stopped w| the polo bafoonery && put on something different. their mixtape is the cutest, i love it odee. :) and DRO looks too damn good. with his chocolate ass, ya'll know that's been my husband for YEARS!! hahaha. he looks so old && fat though :( idk if i like him anymore. but he always cleans up nice with his polo. he the only nigga in atlanta that do the horse right, hotdammmn i love him. but that's all about them fools. gots to know i fukkks with the blackkk boy white boyy clan =)



^^ bout time these fools squashed the beef! why was they beefin' anyways? is it cause lo dont think tip from the westside or bankhead or whatever? lmfao. this shit dont make no sense! but i'm glad they cool now =) squashed the beef before tip went in the pin!! i love them both.. but shawty lo is kinda boring bc he whispers too much. but everything good money now :) i fukks w| em both!

Torn in between the two.

It's between Atlanta & LA. Don't know if I wanna stay in Atlanta && I don't know if I wanna go to LA. LA would do me so well, I know it would. But somethings holding me back. Not sure what it is exactly. But I just know if I leave Atlanta, I'm never coming back. It seems like there's nothing but negative things && people here. No one here wants to see me succeed. The few friends I have here can barely keep it real && they're all very sneaky. The one guy that I'm in love with here doesn't know what he wants. Why stay? I need reasons. I feel unappreciated && I feel like my hard work goes unnoticed. It's time to go, I gotta make some decisions in life. Is he the reason why I'm holding back? Am I really that in love with this kid? Ugh, can't be the reason why I would stay. LA is the place for me, but Atlanta is HOME. I love it here. I'm just confused. I got so much going for me in Atlanta. But LA would just open my eyes to bigger && better opportunities..I need help! What do you think?

Weekend of 3|20|09 .

Woooooooah, what an amaaaaazing weekend. I haven't been @ school since like Tuesday, with me being suspended & all :[ So Friday, I hung out with Day&Qui && our RK boys. LOL. Had alottta fun, that American Deli was popppin'. Lol, we always create lots of memories together.

Saturday, I had to work odee early (8am-3pm) soo after work, I wanted to go to ATOWN day, hella bad. SMH. =| But me && the girlies ended up not going. So Anaya && Bri came to get me, && we went driving around. Lolz, ended up in CAMPCREEK w| RK$, lmfao. Fun, fun, fun! It was sooooo many of 'em, I swear it was like 15 of 'em! I chilled w| my boo Juney, Naya was with _____, && everyone chose up on BRI, but she ended up w| Skooley. :] Ugh, I'm such a bomb match maker! Haha. They had to go do a show, so we went to pick up Jerrika.. Ugh && she was in the car with JORDAN & KAYLA'S FAKE ASS.. Lmao, Fake fucks w| Fake, that's why they fucks with eachother. Of course I tried Kayla, cause I can't stand her && she didn't do nothing back. Smh. && SO we was GONNA go to a party, but shit.. we got lost one too many times. So we just went to eat instead. We ran into Jeremy, Gabe, Zay, Sean, Derek, && all them @ TGI Fridays, Lol.. we was too turnt up in there singing CHRIS BROWN! LOL. After we left there, there wasn't shit to do soo we dipped && headed to BUCKHEAD. Ended our night @ The Paramount in Buckhead !

Sunday; Me && Naya && Bri got dressed @ my house. Went to get Waffle House for our boyss. Then we ate && chilled w| them. LOL, Went into the studio && listened to their bullshxt ass new songs, lmfao jk jk! Then Naya's mommie && my mommie called me asking if we wanted to go to my Uncle Tip's kids party.. && RK$ said they was performing && wanted us to slide through. So we went back to Naya's house to change again, && you GOTS to know we looked hella fly. Showed up @ the party && was on STRAIGHT STUNT MODE. My babyyy Yung LA was there along w| Dro && Usher, Pleasure P, Mullage, && some more ppl.

Overall, we had an amaaaaazing weekend!! Can't wait til' next weekend, cause we're getting it POPPPIN'.. smh! Don't try to be down now if you wasn't down before. :)

"All Bark, No bite.." - Sas & LV.

Smh, today was cuhhhhhhraaaaaaaaaaaaaazy.
I got in my first fight & it wasn't as bad as I thought it'd be. SMH! First off, I got jumped. Lol. But I won, I beat ass :) That's all that matters. Yeah okay, I got a few scratches. But that means nothing. Yeah, I do talk alotta shit, but that doesn't mean that I won't fight you. Period. EXPECIALLY if you're disrespecting my mom.. it's a wrap for you. I play no games. I talk & walk like this, 'cause I can back it up. PERIOD. End of story. If you feel a certain way, let it be known.

Doing 'me' isn't as easy as I make it look - PT.DEUX.

Okay sooo.. Back to me doing me,
I do me because at the end of the day, no one else is gonna look out for me, or do me how I would do me. I don't need friends & I definately don't need a boyfriend. I'm good all on my own. Beyonce said it best, "me, myself, & I.. that's all I got in the end. And it ain't no need to cry, cause from now on, I'ma be my own best friend.." All this "I FUCKS WITH YOU" bullsh*t is deaded, period. I ain't cool w nobody, don't wanna be cool w nobody. I may speak outta respect, but that don't mean I fuck with ya.

And to all these little girls running their mouths about me, just know at the end of the day.. I'M BADDER THAN YOU, I WILL TAKE YOUR BOYFRIEND, & I'M WAAAAY FLYER THAN YOU. All this poppin' off while I'm not around isn't even the move! Like, if you bold enough to say something while I'm not around, be bold enough to take the heat for it when I confront you. It's '09 & I'm playing ZERO games. It's QUIET for all that useless bullshit..

When I do it, It's DONE.. Buhhleee dat.
- <3>

Doing 'me' isn't as easy as I make it look.

Smh, I been on my solo-dolo ish lately. I been gettin' my own CHECKS & I been spending my own money. There is no [WE] in [ME], so therefore, I'ma continue to do me, & leave everyone else alone. I'm enjoying my alone time right now. Smh, I have nothing else to write... GOODBYE!

Current song: Boyfriend #2 by Pleasure P.

When the pretty girl shoots, she's gonna aim for your heart <3

LMAO, now that's real shit. Hahahahaha. And it's soooo true. Seriously. Pretty girls break hearts od. But so do cute boys. Damnit. It sucks. But it be like that sometime. I don't try to break hearts, I don't like getting my heart broken, but sometimes, it just happens. Dunno how or why. I wish I did. I wonder why guys can't stay committed & why they lie? Hmmph. Kelsie said it best, "Niggas lie, so i lie to 'em back. He hate to see me cry, so he throw me a stack!" BOW BOW! Lmao, I'm hella hypeeee.



But today was a rllllly good day. I cut my hair & absolutely love it!! I chopped it OFF, a little above my shoulders. Everyone loved it. New hair, new attitude. Attitudes like fuck it, but I still humble myself (: [[Shaun taught me that]]. I acted as the new girl today. I came home & had to film for my show. It was verrrry intresting today. Mainly because I had no energy & I forgot I was filming, soo I just said whatever rolled off my tounge, LOL =X oops. I'm beggining to be happy again! Thanks to Bigggz, he's the best! Sas annoyed the hell outta me today, but he'll always be my best friend, I love that boy. Rika, show him some love girlll! Anyhoo.. the weekend is here, & I've got a fabulous one ahead of me, hahaha. Keep your eye on me & my girls* we got something planned & you know you can't help but to wanna know what it is. TOO bad, you're gonna have to wait til' saturday. BAHAHA.

iTunes is currently playing; Murder by Trey Songz.

Ciao for now (:

- M <3

Sometimes, words do mean more than actions .

Today, my mom told my brother & I to be careful what you say when you're mad at a person, because whether it's good or bad, you can never take back what you said. Knowing me, I say hurtful things when I'm upset. I say things to get under a persons skin. But when it's flipped back on me, I don't know how to act.

Recently, someone hurt me verbally & mentally. Someone I loved. Someone who I thought I could trust. Someone who was my everything & so much more. They said the most hurtful words. I've never even seen this side of this mysterious person. He's never been a disrespectful person, his mom raised him better. Maybe because he was hurt, he felt the need to lash out in this way. But that just goes to show that he needs to learn how to handle anger & pain. As I was talking to my best friend, I realized it hurt me more because I was in love with the person. Had it been just any random person, I probally wouldn't have cared. But because this person meant soo much to me, I kinda lost my mind & manners. Theres nothing I can do to justify the situation. I just have to remain positive about everything, no matter how bad it gets.

Mistakes, mistakes, mistakes. Just yesterday, I had a conversation with my cousin, Shaun. I told him that I didn't know why I did half the bad things I did. And I came to the conclusion that I do it out of impulse. When you're going through a lot, you just do things to get attention when you feel you aren't getting enough. And maybe that's what happend to me. I got all the attention, I was the center of attention, in the most negative way. Now I hate it. I hate that I craved so much attention because now I'm the center of attention. And usually, people would love that. But I hate it. It's like, whenever I go somewhere.. people are waiting for me to do something because I'm known to be the girl that's always up to something. Smh. I've lost so much by wanting all the attention. Now I know not to do things to draw attention to me. If being real, real lowkey means no attention, then that's what I'm gonna do..

Currently Listening to : Jamie Foxx - INTUITION cd.

That's all for now.
<3

Bria Brim, Iloveyou.

we lovee our diggyybabee.





NO HOMO! HAHAHA.







Just few pictures of us !

Fell asleep in Brooklyn, woke up in Manhatten.

Goodmorning New York, It's such a beautiful day, not litterily because I hate snow. But every day living is a beautiful day. We all have a lot to be thankful for. First things first, MLK DAY TOMORROW! R.I.P. Secondly, OBAMA BABYYYY! 'Nuff said. I wish I could be in D.C. for the Inaguration, but it's going to be entirely too crowded, & I keep hearing stuff about SNOW STORMS. No ma'am, not me.. SORRY. But we're making history tomorrow & it's so great that everybody living in '09 could be apart of it. Expecially me, it's truly a blessing to see Martin Luther King's dream become an reality.

Love has me confused. Well, I'm not AS confused as I WAS. I kinda get the concept now. Basically, it's a little game. Jerrika girl, you was soo right. When I kill his ass with silence, he'll come running back. And that's exactly what happend. Karma's a bitch. I'm a strong believer in it. And if you fuck me over, Karma will be a bigger bitch than I ever intended to be.

I feel like a completely different person. I feel changed. I haven't been this positive about life since I was a baby. If you've noticed change in me, let me know. I love when people tell me I've changed for the better. I can't give myself all the credit though. My amazing friends/family took part in this. All the advice you guys gave me REALLY paid off. BriaB., Shaun, Jerrika, Taylor, LeVaughn, Chaunce, Dayira, Mommie, Roxy, AND GOD.

..I'm becoming good at this.
<3

BITE ME .

richmcflyy (9:06:15 PM):
Well just know that I care about you and I only hope for the best! me and you done argued and went at it and I ain't gob lie when I first met you it seemed like you was just this little men ass girl but I've neoticed that u got feelings too and ppl don't see that but I do. butfolks that hate u don't know you thy well and let themhate . but under all that mean-ness u got you're a rlly sweet person with a big heart ily cousinn :)

-- Only Shaun understands me. He's the best cousin in the world. No one ever appreciates the good in me, they only notice the bad. Everyone always has negative things to say about me. I know I have a fucked up past. But damn, allow me to change. It's straight though. I need no one but GOD to succeed in life. I got here on my own & I can get out of here on my own. Friends mean absolutely nothing to me at this point. All I have is me, myself, & I in the end. I've learned to become my own best friend. The END. =)